Buried Deep

I have been reading through the bible this year. Committed, faithful, everyday. Something I should have been doing for years, and just never took the time. Until God made sure I had plenty of time, and in my desolation, as many of us do, and the only time many of us do, I turned to God for comfort. I read and meditate on Him everyday.

So the last few days, as life is gettting back to "Normal", I've slowed down the reading. And started to feel disconnected and "sad", if you will. I couldn't understand how I could be "Sad", when I am finally getting back to work, getting my "Life" back.

And as I saw my bible laying by my bed, waiting on me to pick it up and gain my spiritual nourishment, it clicked. I picked up my bible, starting reading where I left off and immediately read what I needed to hear..

"If you would have to go through your house and put all the scripture pictures, the worship music, the encouraging books, any kind of religious material.... and strike a match and burn it all.... would you be buried deep enough in your walk with God, and your knowledge of His word, to be able to pull from your inner resources and stay strong in this world?"

That hit me like a ton of bricks. Here I am, only a couple of days from reading God's word, and I'm feeling disconnected. How many bibles do I own, and have only scratched the surface?? We are reading The Shack in my lifegroup and discussing it, and we talked about God's love last night. And how deep and abiding His love is for us. Though we make mistakes again and again, He is always waiting, with open arms to receive His children back to Him. So much of my life I pictured God as a "Heavenly Gestapo", (if you will), doling out sentences, sending people to Hell. I never "Got" the incredible way that He loves us. Yes, bad things happen. Things happen to get our attention. Things happen of this world that don't make sense. But through it all, through every bad thing, God is there... to carry you and guide you and Love you with a love that has no end. All you have to do is pick up your bible and do your part.

What if you met the most terrific person in the world and wanted to get to know them better? You ask questions, you text, you talk, to spend time in their presence.. well, I've discovered the only way to have my relationship with God, my father, is to Text him (prayer), spend time in His presence (bible and worship music), and have a RELATIONSHIP with Him. What if you only talked to your significant other one time a week ?? (Sunday for an hour, two at the most ??) How long would that relationship last?? A true relationship takes effort and commitment.

Christine Caine said "You have to have your feet firmly planted in God's word, so when the trials of the world Hit you, you are so secure, nothing can shake you". I want that security, I want that peace that only comes with knowing Him.

So, I'll pick up my bible and read on... safe in His pocket and ready to re-enter the world. Buried so deep in His love, nothing will shake me.

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